yesterday I woke up with severe pains. waited for them to pass they only got worse. went into the hospital for observation. I called my BD he informed me that he isnt going anywhere... called my mother she has my number blocked. my sister and i had a huge fight on Monday... when i filled out the paperwork, i just left the next of kin section blank when the doc asked i told her i had none.
my bd who was my SO left me for his married coworker. he takes care of her and her two kids (that aren't his) and he does nothing for his own child. we live in the caribbean and will be hit by tropical storm Erika sometime today, he's making sure her kids are safe but not his own. like i said she's married and has been sneaking to be with her husband as they were separated. but that's another story. my
mother sits and spreads my business to even strangers. i confided in her about my feelings and my pregnancy and heard the entire story from my nail tech. my sister had plenty mean things to say. these are my only family.
found out through my emergency that I was having a boy... my excitement was short lived as i had no one to share the news with. so i sent the ultrasound pic to BD he said it was photoshopped.
I keep stressing and sinking deeper into depression. im trying to be happy when i feel there's nothing to be happy about.
btw I the pain came from a fibroid and cyst I didnt know i had. so now im on bed rest and have no idea how that will work as i have no support system.
my bd who was my SO left me for his married coworker. he takes care of her and her two kids (that aren't his) and he does nothing for his own child. we live in the caribbean and will be hit by tropical storm Erika sometime today, he's making sure her kids are safe but not his own. like i said she's married and has been sneaking to be with her husband as they were separated. but that's another story. my
mother sits and spreads my business to even strangers. i confided in her about my feelings and my pregnancy and heard the entire story from my nail tech. my sister had plenty mean things to say. these are my only family.
found out through my emergency that I was having a boy... my excitement was short lived as i had no one to share the news with. so i sent the ultrasound pic to BD he said it was photoshopped.
I keep stressing and sinking deeper into depression. im trying to be happy when i feel there's nothing to be happy about.
btw I the pain came from a fibroid and cyst I didnt know i had. so now im on bed rest and have no idea how that will work as i have no support system.