Long story short, my mother in law manipulated my SO. He went from fully supporting me and homebirth to completely against it. Nothing changed until she talked to him. And now the fear and worry is so strong in his mind he doesn't care for articles or movies or truths. And she wouldn't talk to me at all to get my reason on why I want this. But knew him and the right things to say to make it not an option in his mind. I'm so mad at her and just so upset. SO and I now fight constantly and bad over this topic where before she meddled it wasn't even an issue. I feel trapped into going to a hospital. If I dont, it will be so bad between so and I and I don't want that. im so lost.
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